sober.

i didn’t know that i ever said i’d date you again if you did this. i feel so terribly guilty to see you like this for three whole days, and now just bingng back on. shit, i’m so sorry. i can’t even see you to tell you, but i’m not even sure if i want to, if i could. i tried calling someone to talk but they aren’t home yet, i guess. i hate how i don’t tell people who care about me things i know they should know.

and you. i’m really surprised at how cute you are and how much i want something to happen, but i know it’ll end just as soon as it starts. things with others havent even ended yet and i’m already lusting. it makes me feel bad, and maybe thats why i’m sort of avoiding you. i dont know.

please, come over secretly so we can talk.